helping myself fly

helping myself fly

Sunday, February 21, 2016

Creating Happiness Like a Poet

I was just thinking. Why not choose happiness if you can?
Like people who sneeze loud and just act proud
Or the pie my grandma makes and only cares if it tastes
Smiles or compliments meaning people went out of their way
Went out of their way like my friend who stayed after class to make sure I was okay
Ok.. the word whither it's used wrong or not because it means people are hurt, but their big enough to say their problems are small enough for the response of ok
People who smile without teeth. I love that like I love peanut butter. 
And peanut butter
deserves it's own line cuz really it can be alone or with anything and it's still got magic
Kind of like the person I'm striving to be
For real tho it's the testimonies on fast Sunday. The girl that gets up every time because she's got more courage than me
When you read that line you wish you wrote and it fills you better than any meal. 
Hugs. 
My Dad promising my beauty everyday like the sun promises he'll rise again without say
but most of all i'm happy today because today i relearned that being happy means choosing not to be sad. or frustrated. it's choosing Christ and his plan. and i'm happy i did then. and i have the chance to now.
And that's where it probably ends because he shows me what I want in a man and when I find my man I'll find my family and when I have my family I'll realize that the life I've lived and the life I'm going to live is happy