Brain:

Crayons

I really liked coloring as a kid

Hours 

I spent so many hours coloring

I should probably be so something better with this hour. 

Better

I just need to be better

I want to be better

How can I really be better

I can loose weight

Yes 

Yes I'll loose weight 

Days 

I usually only spend two days fully eating healthy and then I collapse

Back to the past

The pain was real and so were my friends dealing with the same issues

The sunsets really pretty

Why am I not grateful for more things in my life

Life

It's so hard 

I don't even know where I'm going and why I don't have anything to my name yet

I need to read my patriarchal blessing more

I need to write my friends on missions more

Ew

Germs on the keyboard

Germs

Germs

Germs

Germs

Wash your hands

Germs

Germs

Germs

Germs

Germs

Wash your hands

Eat something healthy

Come on eat something healthy

Go to the store and buy your family groceries

Save that money for savings

Help your family

Provide for yourself

And save for your future

Help your family 

Spend more time with Hannah 

Talk to Lishelle

Stop touching that and then touching your mouth

Ugh my socks are dirty and I just got in bed

Now I need to wash my sheets

I wish I had more money to buy the stuff like sheets and decorations

I just wish I already had a family

But I still want to live in the moment

Moment

Stop thinking about how dirty the carpet is and just be

Bee

B

Be

How will I spell that when I name my daughter

Will I have a daughter

Will I have kids

Oh my stomach hurts

Something's wrong with me

I'm sick

I'm fine

I'm fine

I'm fine

My Brain feels heavy

Brain