I just need five seconds to breathe ok?

And one's already gone explaining why I just need a second 

Two is used probably to do with hygiene (hopefully) but who has the time for that

Three I'm prayefully done with 1479 loads of dishes, laundry, and dishes again. Don't even get me started on on organizing or how there's not even a number for used diapers.

Four's definitely looking in the mirror and realizing I'm not who I want to be, but all the HW I have to turn in by 12.

Five I get a hug

The game changer 

The world is full of bad guys and when I start to think I'm one I'm just turning into a bad version of me.

The thoughts of what will be for dinner and why I'm already a mom blogger leave and I gain a hope of why I'm doing what I'm doing...

Then the clock stops ticking and I could care less about the germs and crumbs on the floor cuz I'm wiping away a tear that never had the chance to hit it- from a kid who's mom can't

I start to count to five and squeeze him cuz tickling is something HE only likes for five seconds.

When I get to four I'm thankful for God whose hand is always there and especially I'll notice when mine can't be.

Three turns into two when they say "Melissa makes it better"

And two turns in to one when I leave with a smile knowing I get to come back tomorrow