people are hard to get along with
like choosing my future when i dont have the belief that ill do the right thing
i try so hard to be good and end up
hearing the apologies replay over in my mind of what i could have said

i mean who knows if they really want to talk

most of the time they hear the clock tick and wait to hear themselves again

the fact is there are people hurting
people who can't even think of themselves because it kills them

but we
we are worried
worried about
we

who cares what they say if it doesnt add up
you know what its like to not be able to say what you fear clear
but its different cuz this one time for you
one thing for you
one moment for you

why do we let them sit alone
we sit with people who are hard to deal with for that yearbook memory lane day
when every night and every party is forgotten but you tell the future it was great

so they look for the experience you share and
and they cant find it because not only did you never lose it but you never
found it

and theres people lost
lost in our hallways
people who are what we are looking for but walk by
because we are lost in ourselves

but we
we are worried
worried about
we

who cares if what we do doesnt add up and if who we are wont add up
we are found in this group of people that are hard to get along with

found for a day that we can survive

until one day
the day we will wake up and realize we would have helped ourselves and many along the way
we could have been found
we could have found answers and helped another where to go

but this requires
this requires effort
effort to take your eyes
off your self

and look for the lost sheep
but i mean who really knows if they want to talk
or if they are happy with out knowing you
cuz that's all people are
we collect ideas and who we are based off what we see others are and what they accept

so what if we arent even ourselves for these people who need us

to many fears of questions

we go on
trying to survive
worried about we
worried about mostly me